If you are near me anytime soon,
and you see my hands still trembling or my voice still shaking,
the reason is probably my hair. I think I am still in shock.
It happened Saturday night. I think it was one of those Brittney Spear moments,
only I didnt shave my head. I butchered my bangs.
I called Jeff afterwards and told him, "You're gonna hate my hair."
I had mentioned on a few different occasions cutting my bangs like Zooey Deschanel.
Or Carly Rae Jepsen. He said nothing, but gave me "the ugly face."
The rebellious girl in me did it anyways.
I blame her.
Granted I already had eased him into some form of "bangs" last fall when I cut them
with the side swept bang look, which is the look most of you are familiar with.
However before last fall, the majority of our years together my hair
has been long all around. No Bang. And he liked it that way.
I Was This Girl:
Now, I am pretty sure he won't be taking a picture with me for at least 3 months.
I walked in and Jada looked at me and said,
"Why do you look like that, You look like Hannah." (her 6 yr old friend)
And Leila said, "You look weird." And I made a sad face and she piped in,
"You're pretty mommy."
Wesley said nothing. I don't think he has even noticed yet.
I sent Jeff a text with a pic and he said, "Nice hair."
But then last night said "What's up Hannah?"
Anyways, I wasn't really in tears, because I know how fast my hair grows.
But I was just thinking as I sat in front of the mirror in the salon,
"Oh God, now I am going to have to pin my bangs back
for the next 4 weeks."
I'm warming up to them a little now though.
What do you think?