I've been trying to figure out the words to say. I'm not good at talking unless I have something
very specific to say. And lots of times I do and I just talk too much. I go on and on and on.
But lately I've just sorta been like 'who cares?' I mean seriously. Who gives a crap?
Good attitude, huh?
But I keep thinking, does it really matter if I do or don't write about this?
Is this really going to make a difference to anyone? If I don't write it, someone else will...right?
So, I'm not sure where I am...right here...in this moment...as far as blogging goes.
Who cares what outfit I wore? Who cares how silly my kids are? I mean, I do. And' I'd like to
think that is why I blog. To keep memories. My own sort of personal online journal. When my heart
needs to be spilled, I spill it here. But does it really need to be public? I'm not sure anymore.
Does anyone else ever feel like that? Like why do I need people to read my blog? Is it for me?
And if it's not for me, then do people really hear me? I'm sure these thoughts are just a part of human nature,
but seriously...who cares? Do the things I say make any impact on anyone other than me?
I guess I will just keep playing it by ear and see what happens. Maybe tomorrow I will have a novel written
for you, who knows....
And for now, here are some other reasons why I have been busy.
People always ask me...or us how we take such cute photos...
Go through about an hour of this and that's how you get the perfect family photo.
Hope you all had a wonderful Easter...